its 2006... lotsa thing have changed. people. environment.
a lot of new things are going to happen and i am unsure if i am anticipating for it...

-Pearline's leaving on the 6th Feb. (Today)
-RP is moving into a new campus. (Woodlands)
-I'm growing to be 18 this year.
-Year2. Not year 1 anymore...


Yes. I am back to blog again. Suprised? nothing much... It's just me; Timothy Alvin.
Who's he to you?
- a friend?
- a leader?
- a buddy?
- a sheep?
- an enemy?
- a rival?
Who am i to you?

honestly... my life really suck. Lot's of imperfections. Sometimes i just hate the way i am being created. But this is me. I'll just live it. I hate to speak to some of my ppl... Not becos i dun want to... But i fear of doing so...

-That's how i felt-

Especially to someone longer in church then me, someone who seems to know more than me. He would react, "Hey Timothy, you need to understand... BLAH BLAH BLAH..." I felt discouraged for many times. The attitude that was given, the language that he used. It hurts me as a leader, a brother, a friend. I was trying my best. I hope i did.

I dun know exactly what to do why to do. I think i'll just have to continue.
Maybe. One day... Who knows?

to me:
kidnap me. please


 RAIN HARD